remember how you had me

remember how you had me kill a bird? Not all at once. You enjoy an exacting pace, I remember. Feathers at a time. plucked alive. learned me the correct pressure to snap a bone. Each bone. How to make new knuckles. Split from toe to heel. How to grip a pair and rip apart– the mandibles. The wings. practiced laughing while I do it. A harm for your happy. my aunt and uncle are red

Issue 2

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by Kate Carsella

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Animal harm


remember how you had me kill
a bird? Not all at once.
You enjoy an exacting pace, I
remember. Feathers at a time.
plucked alive. learned me the
correct pressure to snap
a bone. Each bone. How to
make new knuckles. Split from toe to heel. How to
grip a pair and rip apart–
the mandibles. The wings. practiced laughing
while I do it. A harm for your happy.

my aunt and uncle are red
cardinals so I remember.

And yes, I am one of those silly gooseys.

Your tongue is a switch.
Mine was a kitten’s,
rubbed you wrong with a warm wish.

O, that yolk sunk you back then.
O, but I’m crackin eggs now.


Kate Carsella is a storyteller. Her writing has appeared in Reverie Magazine, (the) Squawk Back, Catch, Cellar Door, and elsewhere. She is a Driftwood Press Adrift Chapbook Contest Top 10 finalist (2022) and a Glimmer Train Fiction Open Top 25 Finalist (2016). Follow her bardic bullion poetry project at katecarsella.com or on substack.